Being a victim of any type of abuse we come out of it with fear and we scattered brain and we often are the ones who feel like we are crazy and insane. I have news for you that I am just now being given the spirit of courage and bravery and since I have been working through my issues with my abuse I have been cleaning out the cob webs out of my mind for sanity to set in. I know that it is scary to go up against your predators and it can be quite paralysing only if you choose to let it. Recently I have discovered that I am the one who has the power and I am in the drivers seat and that I am going through the process of me taking charge of my own life!
By taking charge of my life I have to not have the spirit of fear, but of power and of love towards myself and have a sound mind. All of this is easier said then done and it all sounds good in theory, but how do I know that the theories are right if I dont take the initiative and push the envelope for myself? I can not nor will I let the overwhelming fear or the brainwashing dictate my life anymore then it already has. You know today is a new day to try something new and get out of my comfort zone and by doing that I am giving myself permission to open up and be at peace and serenity with myself with a sound mind!
In order to change the perpetual pattern of acting like a victim different actions are a requirement and just think of it as a huge stepping stone to get where you yourself want to be in your life in whatever area. Today I refuse to keep my predators satisfied and to live under their false conceptions that they have drilled in my head. So I say garbage in and garbage out!
Karlyn Kay Miller